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How is it possible to want someone at your side so badly
--but at the same time, drive them away from you?
How is it possible to scream as loud as you can
--when not a single whisper escapes your lips?
How is it possible to try your best to smile
--but ending up with only miserable frowns?
How is it possible to feel rejected all the time
--when many people are your biggest fans?
And most importantly…
HOW is it possible to love everyone else deeply
--but hate yourself terribly that you wish you could die?
I have an answer :
Depression…
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--but at the same time, drive them away from you?
How is it possible to scream as loud as you can
--when not a single whisper escapes your lips?
How is it possible to try your best to smile
--but ending up with only miserable frowns?
How is it possible to feel rejected all the time
--when many people are your biggest fans?
And most importantly…
HOW is it possible to love everyone else deeply
--but hate yourself terribly that you wish you could die?
I have an answer :
Depression…
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Literature
Depression
Depression isn't waking up one day and feeling like your world is going to end. It's waking up most days and feeling the world collapse in. Slowly suffocating you in your own sadness until you can do little more than lie in your bed and wallow in your own self-pity.
Some people don't get as far as the wallowing, and some people stay there forever. I'm trying to break free but it's not as easy as it seems.
When you're down, everyone says to you "Have you seen a doctor?" "Have you tried anti-depressants?"
I wonder if those people ever tried working their way through the system. Being passed from person to person like a mess nobody wants to d
Literature
Depression
Thoughts run through your mind
'I'm a failure, I'm worthless'
Feel like you're being left beind
Invisible to everyone
Your world is just so bleak
You believe words they say
'You're pathetic, unwanted'
You must be that way
Got no one to turn to
Your 'friends' have all gone
They didn't have a clue
Couldn't understand
You slit your wrists, want to die
Through your veins runs despair
Ashamed, it's all your fault
To you life isn't fair
Sat in a corner, tears in your eyes
There's no hep, you're on your own
Force a smile so they don't realise
You just can't cope anymore
That's not true, there's someone there
To help you out, hel
Literature
Depression
You don't know what's missing
You don't know what you're looking for
You can't find a way out of the grief
This cycle called depression
Your wrists are stained red
Your mind is stained black
Your heart is deteriating
Into the black hole of nothingness
That has formed inside of you
There is nothing that can cure it
There is nothing
That will ever be able to tear the pain out
Nothing will save you
Nothing will love you
Nothing will kill you
And end this eternal pain that you're going through
Nothing will save you
This cycle called depression
Your wrists are stained red
Your mind is stained black
Your heart is deter
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